I HAD ENOUGH.

promises, promises, promises. we ask people to keep our secrets safe with them.
then, when we need to know about secrets being kept from us, we beg people to tell us the truth.

PEOPLE, PEOPLE, PEOPLE. the truth can be fugly.
the truth can be painful too. so why do you want to hear fugly things that can actually kill you inside?

im tired of all these nonsense. if i had to work this hard to keep this ship called friendship afloat,
then why would i want to tire myself out?

why can't everything be as simple as MI is? i miss that place... as in the people there are so so SO much easier to get along with and trust. they wouldn't even dare backstab.

i miss my friends. those who i knew could keep a DAMN SECRET. and i could TRUST WITH MY LIFE.

rise and shine my little sunshines! 



yup! today is another day of RP, another day of lack of sleep, another day of presentation.
its a BRAND new day :)
the sun is not up today.
weather is gloomy.
everyone's looking sleepy.
there's something wrong with my left leg somehow.
and im a LIMP today.
oh oh! woke up spastically early (around 5), reached school at 7.
watched 90210 till 8am.

the only thing that im looking forward to is the lightning. which i can't really see when im surrounded by walls.
so with that,

i wanna go kite flying! 

you're prolly wondering why im entering a post this late at night,
haha i just got back from camp and on the way home i saw loads of families out in open fields kite flying.

and i was thinking (yeah, you know imma say next don't  you?)

AWESOMEEEEEEEE. (thats my new fav word)

anywho, I WANNA GO KITE FLYING! it's super pretty watching the kites fly gracefully against the wind.

they somehow remind me of stingrays in the ocean don't you think so? and its a relaxing and fun activity to do with family or for a date ;)

okay random right? hahah! i'll prolly have to do a I.O.U on the camp deets. too lazy for now ((: heeee.

right, see ya!

I'll never know what happens till i open my mouth to say: "HI"

uh-oh...

looks like i can't run away from change can i?
its time i just put down my worries and get ready my weapon of choice against strangers.

MY SMILE! ((: haha! time to finally let loose and be my old self again.
IM SURE ITS GONNA BE AWESOME! ((:

*fingers crossed*

of course i'll miss my MI family no doubt. the friendships there will last forever.
well at least for some.

and then there are those who appear only when they need you.

time to do as the plastic cover says.

Labels: wish me luck my honies (: