WE ARE NOT THE SAME

Labels: this pains me.

FEEL GOOD INC.

OH. MY. GOSH. i tell you, the weather these few days are simple unbearable.
i can't even stand 5 mins under this HOT HOT weather.

anyways, i realised that i changed alot as a person. and i have become more negative nowadays..

I SWEAR I CAN'T SWIM FOR NUTS.

yup laugh all you want, after around 5 years of not swimming in a pool, my 'TALENT' got worst.
hahha oh oh! i went tanning with baby today((: so im like super bronze now. woooo!!
idk if it matches my hair uh. but whatever, i just wanted to get rid of my uneven tan.
baby says he wants to teach me how to swim.
i've got one thing to say to you.

i had loads of fun though, just splashing about in the water and going into the children's pool ( can you believe the water level went to my chest! yeah i know im short so you don't have to RUB IT IN.) EVEN PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS CAN SWIM BETTER THAN ME. SO EMBARRASSING.

 so we went to century square's food court for lunch, PEPPER LUNCH AFTER SWIMMING IS GREAT!
after that we went for a short walk to find jigsaw puzzles and then go our seperate ways to sleep. poor baby had work ):


after my nap, i met lah lah for a catch up and i discovered why we are good friends, WE THINK ALIKE.
hahha i really miss that fella. we reminisced about times in MI, and all those happy times ((:
HAD BUBBLE TEA AND CURRY PUFFS! ((:
IT WAS REALLY FUN TALKING TO HIM AGAIN! ((:
I REALLY REALLY MISS ALL MY MI FRIENDS ):

the other half

it really hurts to see two best friends suddenly become strangers,
who no longer talk to each other
two good friends bonded by laughter and love,
but now its like a cold war broken over.
what happened to 'don't worry i have your back no matter what!'
when just a small misunderstanding could tear you guys apart.

i don't know and i haven't heard both sides of the story yet.
but from all i know, is that if you shared something with someone called friendship.
especially declaring yourselves BFFs. you don't just throw that type of relationship away.

the special half of you who is there for you no matter what, supportive even to your most craziest of antics.
the other part of you who gives you advice when you are lost. whether you like it or not.
the twin who knows what you're thinking without you having to say it.
the mastermind no. 2 who is there as your partner in crime to whatever 'criminal' acts you're up to and takes the rap with you.
the person who you share a special place with.



and finally, the BEST FRIEND who creates the most unforgettable moments in your life and shared your dream.

is a little misunderstanding worth losing a friendship so dear?

here's a little something that i wrote: (sorry that its half done, still working on it.)

have you ever felt low and in the dumps.
when you think  there's no one to help you out.
don't worry im here for you, we'll figure it out.
have you ever need a shoulder to cry on?
i'll be the shoulder for you to depend on.

cause when you need me i'll be there.
you can count on me i swear.
its a different kind of love
given from up above,
its a thing good friends share.
a love that will ALWAYS be there.


CHORUS:

its a two way kinda thing,
and whatever life may bring.
be it good or be it bad,
know that i'll stand by you through all of that
life is meaningless if its just by oneself
you need  friends to share it with,
your laugh, your thoughts and everything else

PLEASE GIVE ME A SERVING OF SECURITY.




you told me don't worry it will never happen.
you told me stop thinking cause you'll never allow it.
you told me its forever,

he feeds on good aura. 

yup he's the ultimate aura killer. the party pooper amongst the cheerful
today was my first day back at work. and some people are just soooo..




go prey amongst your own kind. and don't be a wet blanket to other's.  maybe you'll find joy around you cause you guys are all the same.

JUST BECAUSE YOUR DAY SUCKS DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN TAKE IT OUT ON OTHERS
so what if you're in a cranky mood. you shouldn't affect the other's spirit. making it hard to  
BE HAPPY.



there's only one thing i wanna say to you:


you don't have to feed on happy spirits to make everyone feel the same.

WHY IS YOUTUBE BEING SUCH A B***H?

hello there! i know that im supposed to flood this post with pictures and videos

BUT youtube is a being such a B***H
it just doesn't allow me to upload many videos at one time and its taking FOREVER! BLEAH.

as my fellow roman catholics might know, yup its the time of the liturgical year when we have to keep away from the things that put a even bigger smile on your face.

in my case, MEAT. this might sound funny but yeah i can't eat meal that doesn't contain ANIMALS. ( the regular poultry, pork, cow etc. that is.)

YEAH IM GOING VEGETERIAN. you heard me.

as some of you might know, my bf's a vegeterian so he kinda shed some light on alternatives.

MOCK MEAT. i didn't even know there's such a thing till i dated him.

MOCK MEAT= FAKE MEAT. (like mock exams)

hahah its actually quite nice(:

BUT no worries im sure i can pull through a 3/7 vegetarian diet (:

GUESS WHO'S BACK? AND READY FOR UPDATES?

hello hello my bloggies! ((: gosh its been a long LONG while since i blogged. LOL! anyways, i just got back from the phil this week. and as always new experiences are bountiful. got sick for a few days but still managed to capture and tape some actions while i was there but i have to upload all of them onto youtube before including it in my posts. ooh I DRINK DRANK DRUNK too ((:

soo

BE PATIENT! ((:  i promise the next post will by FLOODED with picts and videos.

here's a little sneek peek :







okay, everyone get ready your updates for the last two weeks i heard alot going on and i want UPDATES! so jot it down. see you soon ((:

ps. if you guys saw wires in my teeth, yeah, i've gotten retainers.