Monday, September 28, 2009
OH THE FUZZINESS OF CHRISTMAS!
haha pretty right? i can't wait to see this pretty little sights again soon. idk... when i see these colourful stars outside the homes of many in the phils, there's a very fuzzy warmth in my heart that makes me smile.
haha pretty right? i can't wait to see this pretty little sights again soon. idk... when i see these colourful stars outside the homes of many in the phils, there's a very fuzzy warmth in my heart that makes me smile. its seems to be crazy to think christmas is VERY NEAR here in singapore. but there, CHRISTMAS HAS ALREADY STARTED.
maybe im just super home sick. ironic right? i've been living here for 18 years? things i'll miss won't exceed my two hands.
okay
ALRIGHT BYL PEOPLE! thats all i have today for you. gonna study for my promo test tmr... omg.. this is nothing like school. but if i can MEMORIZIE MY TEXTBOOK, I CAN DO THIS.
BYL PEOPLE!!!! ((:
Labels: i want everything to be the way it was.
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 9/28/2009 03:55:00 PM
@ 9/28/2009 03:55:00 PM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
ONLY HUMAN.
its been awhile since i wrote a song. haha! i guess i don't have the time or patience these few days. but allthese song writing energy is stuck up in my head now. waiting for me to pick up a pen and paper to write them all out till im happy. as i type, phrases are still forming in my head.
wanted to write a song about being scared. its okay to be. its okay to feel weak and scared when you think the world is turning against you. its okay to be scared of not knowing what will happen next. its okay. its okay to cry. its okay to get angry. its okay to FEEL. like what everyone says when you found imperfection in yourself and to cheer you up they'll say, " NO ONE IS PERFECT."
and yes, NO ONE IS. cause we are ONLY HUMAN. we are not god.
okay with that note, i end off. i'll go finish up the song.. damn but i'll need melodies
so yeah gonna ask a few friends with guitar and piano skills to seriously put in some melodious tunes. alright! BYE ((:
its been awhile since i wrote a song. haha! i guess i don't have the time or patience these few days. but allthese song writing energy is stuck up in my head now. waiting for me to pick up a pen and paper to write them all out till im happy. as i type, phrases are still forming in my head.
wanted to write a song about being scared. its okay to be. its okay to feel weak and scared when you think the world is turning against you. its okay to be scared of not knowing what will happen next. its okay. its okay to cry. its okay to get angry. its okay to FEEL. like what everyone says when you found imperfection in yourself and to cheer you up they'll say, " NO ONE IS PERFECT."
and yes, NO ONE IS. cause we are ONLY HUMAN. we are not god.
okay with that note, i end off. i'll go finish up the song.. damn but i'll need melodies
so yeah gonna ask a few friends with guitar and piano skills to seriously put in some melodious tunes. alright! BYE ((:
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 9/26/2009 09:55:00 PM
@ 9/26/2009 09:55:00 PM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
THE GREAT ESCAPE.
hey hey!!! haha few days more before i have to sit for my diploma exams and settle stuff before i head on for a holiday to the Phils, to enjoy the kampong life. idk.. its like when we reach there its a different environment altogether than in Singapore. the traffic there is horrendous. i seriously suggest the government either build more roads or raise the tax of cars. oh but then again, the government itself is corrupted, and the country faces violence and its always broadcasted on the news. but that's just in the city.. compared to singapore, its 10x worst. but, kampong life, ROCKS. idk maybe, just maybe, im so sick of the hectic-ness of singapore ( if that is even a word). in phils, its slow, but enjoyable. families are evencloser there then here. i bet its cause everyone's busy in singapore that we don't take time to STOP or even MAKE THE TIME. anyways.. i can't wait to see my cousins again, take a walk down the streets with them in the only source of light available, THE MOON, to the railroad station, (yes, RAILROAD) to watch the intertown basketball league. AND THEY ARE GOOD!.
I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK. to bad i can't be there for CHRISTMAS. OMG CHIRSTMAS THERE, IS LIKE A FAIRYTALE. ALL TRADITIONAL. LOVVVEEEE IT.
okay enough daydreaming, and back to reality. here's a quickie update. had a chance to meet with leo yesterday... had fun as usual ((: went to bugis to get a new watch and had talk over some apple desserts and i got high on snapple. at night we took a walk down the esplanade river, and talked some more. had to catch up with each other's life. went home around 10? yup... wanted to go for supper, but mom cooked adobo at home. YAY!!!
okay that was all for yesterday.. til next time. BYL!
hey hey!!! haha few days more before i have to sit for my diploma exams and settle stuff before i head on for a holiday to the Phils, to enjoy the kampong life. idk.. its like when we reach there its a different environment altogether than in Singapore. the traffic there is horrendous. i seriously suggest the government either build more roads or raise the tax of cars. oh but then again, the government itself is corrupted, and the country faces violence and its always broadcasted on the news. but that's just in the city.. compared to singapore, its 10x worst. but, kampong life, ROCKS. idk maybe, just maybe, im so sick of the hectic-ness of singapore ( if that is even a word). in phils, its slow, but enjoyable. families are evencloser there then here. i bet its cause everyone's busy in singapore that we don't take time to STOP or even MAKE THE TIME. anyways.. i can't wait to see my cousins again, take a walk down the streets with them in the only source of light available, THE MOON, to the railroad station, (yes, RAILROAD) to watch the intertown basketball league. AND THEY ARE GOOD!.
I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK. to bad i can't be there for CHRISTMAS. OMG CHIRSTMAS THERE, IS LIKE A FAIRYTALE. ALL TRADITIONAL. LOVVVEEEE IT.
okay enough daydreaming, and back to reality. here's a quickie update. had a chance to meet with leo yesterday... had fun as usual ((: went to bugis to get a new watch and had talk over some apple desserts and i got high on snapple. at night we took a walk down the esplanade river, and talked some more. had to catch up with each other's life. went home around 10? yup... wanted to go for supper, but mom cooked adobo at home. YAY!!!
okay that was all for yesterday.. til next time. BYL!
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 9/23/2009 03:02:00 PM
@ 9/23/2009 03:02:00 PM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
CAUSE THATS HOW THE COOKIE CRUMBLES.
hey everyone! im gonna squeeze in a little entry before heading of to work. my life has been nothing but filled with drama recently. idk why i always get myself stuck in situations like these. but im hanging on. i can do this. weather this storm. but i seriously miss my MI friends. the ones that i do crappy stuff with but they still think that its not stupid. cause all we do is have fun.
and we know we've got each other's back.
yeah i miss all these crappy people. CRAPPY PEOPLE WHO I LOVE. really wish them good luck for their final exams for year one. i'll be praying for them. and as for me,
the future plans are still set on RP unless some other polys suddenly interests me.. new life. FINALLY. who knows i'll meet some of my friends there too. ((: anyways the plans' still set on going to the phils but maybe earlier cause i have lessons in dec in my private school... YESSSSSSS FINAL MODULE! AWESOME.. get everything over and done with... i can't til new year or christmas... when i can leave this year behind me...
this year hasn't been all that great for me. with leaving school and all. starting in a new environment at work. it hasn't been easy. haha like what's new right? i believe life has its ups and downs.. and its because of the downs, we learn to grow and be a better person. learn to be strong, to perservere when the world is crashing. there's always those who will be there for you no matter what. and im grateful for them. they're my strength. ALL THESE ARE BLESSINGS FROM GOD. with every ending comes a new beginning.
and so i end this post with a song... take a listen.. its great. inspiring.
The End - Jason Reeves
so BYL everyone ((:
hey everyone! im gonna squeeze in a little entry before heading of to work. my life has been nothing but filled with drama recently. idk why i always get myself stuck in situations like these. but im hanging on. i can do this. weather this storm. but i seriously miss my MI friends. the ones that i do crappy stuff with but they still think that its not stupid. cause all we do is have fun.
and we know we've got each other's back.
yeah i miss all these crappy people. CRAPPY PEOPLE WHO I LOVE. really wish them good luck for their final exams for year one. i'll be praying for them. and as for me,
the future plans are still set on RP unless some other polys suddenly interests me.. new life. FINALLY. who knows i'll meet some of my friends there too. ((: anyways the plans' still set on going to the phils but maybe earlier cause i have lessons in dec in my private school... YESSSSSSS FINAL MODULE! AWESOME.. get everything over and done with... i can't til new year or christmas... when i can leave this year behind me...
this year hasn't been all that great for me. with leaving school and all. starting in a new environment at work. it hasn't been easy. haha like what's new right? i believe life has its ups and downs.. and its because of the downs, we learn to grow and be a better person. learn to be strong, to perservere when the world is crashing. there's always those who will be there for you no matter what. and im grateful for them. they're my strength. ALL THESE ARE BLESSINGS FROM GOD. with every ending comes a new beginning.
and so i end this post with a song... take a listen.. its great. inspiring.
The End - Jason Reeves
so BYL everyone ((:
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 9/20/2009 03:29:00 PM
@ 9/20/2009 03:29:00 PM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
FROM THE GRAPEVINE.
hey bloggies...
here to get something of my chest... rumours. damage. people.
RUMOUR is super unhealthy especially if it hurts someone. these few days, my life has been circulating with them.. people spinning off stories to get a kick of excitement in their lives. i feel like im in an episode of GOSSIP GIRL minus off the expensive stuff. DRAMA, DRAMA. my life is actually full of it.
RUMOURS are fuelled by people who just accept what they are as truth and its okay to spread it to others cause its THE TRUTH and its SPICY. WTH?
come on.. at least find out the truth first before unleashing it to do damage of epic proportions to the person/ people who are involved.
and like i said before, what i blog about, i won't take back, cause i think carefully before i post anything. im not sorry for anything that i wrote cause a blog is a blog. its what i feel. and i can't stop people from thinking otherwise or putting in false meanings to the events that i blogged about.
there. i. said. it.
hey bloggies...
here to get something of my chest... rumours. damage. people.
RUMOUR is super unhealthy especially if it hurts someone. these few days, my life has been circulating with them.. people spinning off stories to get a kick of excitement in their lives. i feel like im in an episode of GOSSIP GIRL minus off the expensive stuff. DRAMA, DRAMA. my life is actually full of it.
RUMOURS are fuelled by people who just accept what they are as truth and its okay to spread it to others cause its THE TRUTH and its SPICY. WTH?
come on.. at least find out the truth first before unleashing it to do damage of epic proportions to the person/ people who are involved.
and like i said before, what i blog about, i won't take back, cause i think carefully before i post anything. im not sorry for anything that i wrote cause a blog is a blog. its what i feel. and i can't stop people from thinking otherwise or putting in false meanings to the events that i blogged about.
there. i. said. it.
Labels: disappointed.
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 9/19/2009 10:50:00 PM
@ 9/19/2009 10:50:00 PM
NIGHTCAPADE! NIGHTCAPADE!
hey hey! ((: back for another post.. alright..here comes the deets.. i won't include too much words into my entry any more cause of AARON ANG! haha there you go buddy. your name on my entries again. so won't blog too much now. UNLESS its absolutely necessary that i get something off my chest.
so here are the pictures. of the nightcapade ((: new word.
me and my failure to launch.
chin wee and his advert.. I GOT BLOCKED!
SHOW OFF TAKEWANDO SKILLS
old school!
spent some time to catch up with my bronze buddies.
WOAH A BULL! and thats what they do.
chat chat chat...
chin wee and his new date.
hui min with hers.
me doing a little hard labour.
oh look! more statues!
ME AND BUDDY!
OOOOOH!!!! LIGHT!!!! LET'S DO SOMETHING.
the beautiful night view... singapore at its best at 3 am. quiet and serene.
oh btw, if these pictures cause something to blow up, i don't care. cause what i know is there is nothing going on and if these fuel gossip, i'd say go ahead. i can't stop what people think. so whatever. ((:
hey okay ima go now girl's gotta eat ((: MAJORITY THAT IS. BYL!
hey hey! ((: back for another post.. alright..here comes the deets.. i won't include too much words into my entry any more cause of AARON ANG! haha there you go buddy. your name on my entries again. so won't blog too much now. UNLESS its absolutely necessary that i get something off my chest.
so here are the pictures. of the nightcapade ((: new word.
me and my failure to launch.
chin wee and his advert.. I GOT BLOCKED!
SHOW OFF TAKEWANDO SKILLS
old school!
spent some time to catch up with my bronze buddies.
WOAH A BULL! and thats what they do.
chat chat chat...
chin wee and his new date.
hui min with hers.
me doing a little hard labour.
oh look! more statues!
ME AND BUDDY!
OOOOOH!!!! LIGHT!!!! LET'S DO SOMETHING.
the beautiful night view... singapore at its best at 3 am. quiet and serene.
oh btw, if these pictures cause something to blow up, i don't care. cause what i know is there is nothing going on and if these fuel gossip, i'd say go ahead. i can't stop what people think. so whatever. ((:
hey okay ima go now girl's gotta eat ((: MAJORITY THAT IS. BYL!
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 9/19/2009 04:58:00 PM
@ 9/19/2009 04:58:00 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
THE ROOT OF ALL RANTINGS
hey everybody ((: im back with a new post... i know its kinda late for blogging.. i just came back from work. its been a crazy week.
monday, he enlisted into the army. miss him indeed.. i bet you guys are smiling right now as you're reading this but hey you post a blog for a reason. which leads to my second part of my entry. but he's coming ou t on sat! ((: without hair! haha! can't wait to see the new look.
people are bound to read the things you blog about. so we actually have to be careful with the things you blogged. it may spark things. yeah. but whatever. what im trying to say is you can write whatever you wanna write on the blog, but if you have problems with people ranting what they feel or talking about what you wrote outside the blogger world, you can't stop anything cause you chose to write about it on the first place?
hey everybody ((: im back with a new post... i know its kinda late for blogging.. i just came back from work. its been a crazy week.
monday, he enlisted into the army. miss him indeed.. i bet you guys are smiling right now as you're reading this but hey you post a blog for a reason. which leads to my second part of my entry. but he's coming ou t on sat! ((: without hair! haha! can't wait to see the new look.
people are bound to read the things you blog about. so we actually have to be careful with the things you blogged. it may spark things. yeah. but whatever. what im trying to say is you can write whatever you wanna write on the blog, but if you have problems with people ranting what they feel or talking about what you wrote outside the blogger world, you can't stop anything cause you chose to write about it on the first place?
if its on your tagboard, then remove it then?! if not, then i really shouldn't think it should be a big deal.. everyone has choices.
on tuesday, went out with hui min and bought killer heels and a killer biker jacket ((: haha! NEW STUFF! ((: then went for a movie with chin wee and kenrick. haha the movie was hilarious! ((: AWESOME! 'aliens in the attic' at first, i thought it was a super dumb movie.. but as it turns out, it was one hilarious one. then we headed to timbre at the arts house, the guys had red wine, i had 'sex on the beach' and hui min had something. sorry! i forgot uh! hah! THE
okay so yesterday was talking on the phone with buddy after work.. that buddy uh.. i swear he has literally contagious laughter. we talked all the way til 5am.. like OMG. we discussed alot of things uh.. but i shall not post it here. haha its always a JOY to talk to buddy ((: lol while cooking with my rice cooker cause i had no gas! BLEAH.
conclusion... BE CAREFUL OF WHAT YOU WISH FOR. cause by expirence, i can honestly tell you. sometimes when you wish for something, and you get them, all you want to do is wish you hadn't wish for it at all.
okay that's all i have for you guys today. BYL! ((:
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 9/17/2009 02:07:00 AM
@ 9/17/2009 02:07:00 AM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
BONDS THAT BIND.
hey hey!!!! finally blogger's fine again.. im super pissed that i can't even blog properly... okay here's a little update on my recents.
okay work is fine as usual... til something happened it cause me to discover that i might not have an idea of what i want in a guy. those who have been bothered to catch up with me will know... and thanks guys for not forgetting your dear dear friend ((: so yeah back to the issue... i won't reveal much about it cause im not sure what will come out of it, so im just keeping mum.. but i will say this... HE'S SWEET.
okay this past few days i've been hit by harsh realities that could actually CRUSH YOU. but at the same time, creates a MIRACLE and is a BLESSING in disguise too. it might be a little disturbing at first to find some peace in tight situationsnwhere a life is on a line... but not alot of people can see brightness in situations like these. it bonds or brings people together. it reconnects those bonds that have been blurred because of time and space.
LOVE crushes lives, BUT it also gives us a reason for living. how can one thing be the best of both situations? argh.. hmmm..
okay.. gtg now before dad gets all PMS-SY.
mental note to self... UPDATE WHEN BLOGGER ISN'T HAVING SPASMS. ((:
hey hey!!!! finally blogger's fine again.. im super pissed that i can't even blog properly... okay here's a little update on my recents.
okay work is fine as usual... til something happened it cause me to discover that i might not have an idea of what i want in a guy. those who have been bothered to catch up with me will know... and thanks guys for not forgetting your dear dear friend ((: so yeah back to the issue... i won't reveal much about it cause im not sure what will come out of it, so im just keeping mum.. but i will say this... HE'S SWEET.
okay this past few days i've been hit by harsh realities that could actually CRUSH YOU. but at the same time, creates a MIRACLE and is a BLESSING in disguise too. it might be a little disturbing at first to find some peace in tight situationsnwhere a life is on a line... but not alot of people can see brightness in situations like these. it bonds or brings people together. it reconnects those bonds that have been blurred because of time and space.
LOVE crushes lives, BUT it also gives us a reason for living. how can one thing be the best of both situations? argh.. hmmm..
okay.. gtg now before dad gets all PMS-SY.
mental note to self... UPDATE WHEN BLOGGER ISN'T HAVING SPASMS. ((:
Labels: WHAT IS LOVE?
♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 9/10/2009 12:09:00 AM
@ 9/10/2009 12:09:00 AM
QWERTY PHONE!