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Friday, June 26, 2009

WACKO JACKO GONE, BUT MICHEAL JACKSON LIVES FOREVER.


hey hey bloggies! today is absoultely a day for disbelief. yes i bet you all know what i'm talking about. yup, the KING OF POP, MICHEAL JACKSON PASSED ON TODAY. to tell you the truth, i didn't really follow his happeneings at all in any point of my life. but i have been listening to his songs and watching his MVs since young. and i find myself disagreeing with his actions most of the time. but i admire his talent. his style of potraying his own music. and his ability to touch the hearts of many fans out there with his performances. THE MOST INFLUENTIAL PERSON I HAVE EVER SEEN.. today, the world lost one of their creators of modern music and dance. HE GAVE BIRTH TO THIS GENERATION OF MUSIC. the world lost one of the most talented entertainers of all time. this kind of reminded when croc hunter, steve irwin passed because of a stingray. there were ripples of disblief too.. but not as big as this one. i guess the death of the pop icon is definately shocking and sudden. in our brains i think we see icons as legendary and can NEVER DIE. yeah i guess that kinda forms in our head cause we know that no matter what they still will be a part of us cause they have made a HUGE impact on our lives AND CAN NEVER BE REPLACED.

so here's to MJ:

THANK YOU FOR YOUR WONDERFUL TALENT,
THAT YOU HAVE SHARED WITH THE WORLD.
YOU ARE A LEGEND, AND LEGENDS LIVE FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS.
THANKS FOR SHOWING US THAT MUSIC CAN CHANGE THE WORLD.
AND NOW, PEOPLE GATHER AROUND THE WORLD,
TO UNITE AND MOURN FOR YOU.
CAUSE IN OUR EYES, WE SHARE THE SAME LEGENDARY MUSICIAN,

YOU.

MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND BRING YOU TO HIS ETERNAL HOME IN HEAVEN.
WHERE YOU CAN REST IN PEACE.
AMEN.


hey guys BYL (:

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/26/2009 10:19:00 PM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

THE FIRE FOR LIFE


hey hey bloggies!
i haven't got anything to blog about today... just that we had to cancel our plans for town. people involved? the usual four who lepaked at the river last week. so yeah nothing much really just really sick and tired of everything i think i really need change. everything is becoming boring again. i NEED something to keep me preoccupied and my blood rushing. i can't seat here everyday rotting infront of the computer. well maybe not for now cause im busy with my dip exams. i need good change. something that keeps me motivated and makes me wanna do more instead of being stagnant. yeah! that's it i need MOTIVATION i need INSPRIATION! okay i think thats all i have to talk about today. see broing uh? damn.. i NEED THE FIRE again.

ps.


this might come off as random as you might think and its prolly is... so... here's the thing. lol.. i've been watching CSI mami and i've been caught up with these two characters. calleigh and eric... OMG their chemistry is FANTASTIC. haha damn nice! they should get together soon man. damn cute uh! lol haha! i found out during the last episode on channel 5... OMG! haha obessing over these two uh. ERIC DELKO (ADAM RODRIGUEZ) IS HAWT. haha ! my new obession. and thats a BIG PLUS. another plus, he really knows how to treat a lady! esp calleigh. DAMN SWEET!

haha here's my new hottie of the week LOL.. but he's hair is shorter now.


and here's the fairy tale.


okay haha gtg now guys BYL!


♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/25/2009 03:30:00 PM

Saturday, June 20, 2009

STAND UP AND SAY IT.

hey hey bloggies... time to update my blog with another entry. today was rather boring, me and dan cancelled our day out together. sad ;( blame it on the weather... LOL anyways... so i stayed at home and watched tv with my oreo. (: i swear i will get fat if i don't work out soon LOL. (: anyways. yeah im talking to sha and lah lah now. they're talking about how i missed out on fun. yeah its been awhile since i had a alcoholic drink and gone high. yeah i know it weird to her jo missing out on parties. but hey, you can't keep a party go-er down for long. i swear im going to the next one.


haha okay aside from what i've been doing, i'll tell you what i've been reading.

and no i have not been reading books but comments on people's blog and my own blog. to tell you the truth, i don't care anymore. seriously. i don't understand why people see me as a social climber. i tell you honestly. im not a social CLIMBER. im a SOCIALITE. i mix around with my friends and i make friends very easily. and i treasure each and everyone of them. and for those people who say im touchy with guys? LOOK AROUND IN SCHOOL. do you see a sexual division? don't you see huggings going on too? or are you just blind. if you say, im touchy feely, im not the worst. (: and i don't know why i seem to create alot of commotion when im not in school. WOAH. it like exploded i swear. suddenly im hearing all these negative comments. so where were they when i was in school? scared to say it infront of me and my friends? come on. i seriously don't get it. why do people now have social status up in their brains? you think i get near to guys just because i want to climb the social ladder? NO WAY. and if you think i'm being a flirt, PLEASE. if you OPEN YOUR EYES AND LOOK AROUND when i was still in school, i have a healthy balance of both guy friends and girl friends. and i hang out with all of them cause i tend to mix my friends.

and WHO ARE YOU to say that im a bitch when you're just an outsider and haven't HUNG OUT with me? i treat my friends with sincerity and loyalty. and i value the word FRIEND.

so im going to stand up and say what i've got to say now.

i will only hate you if you did something that a friend should'nt do. and if i feel our friendship is worth saving, i'll save it. but i somehow will forgive NO MATER WHAT. i don't just throw away a friendship like that without a valid reason. i don't have social status on my mind. i just wanna make good friends. and YEAH I AGREE IM LOUD AT TIMES. but that's when im with my friends and they're my ecastacy. they make me laugh and go high. but im thankful for that. i don't care what others say about me. i ONLY CARE if you've heard me say LOVE YOU TO YOU. and don't try to ruin my reputation in MI cause I ain't in MI anymore (: so you can CLIMB ALL YOU WANT. cause there isn't away in your way.

PS. if you don't know the situation of how i got kicked out, SHUT YOUR TRAP. (:



haha okay thats all bloggies. gtg make music with lah lah and sha over skype. LOL! and do FB quizzes with danni-kins (: SAYO!!!! (:

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/20/2009 11:08:00 PM

Friday, June 19, 2009

FUTURE PLAN AND TARGET SETTING

hey hey bloggies (: so today was kind of a a eventful day. (: i went to meet danni in town today at 1 plus. i was late...bleahhhh haha sorry danni-kins anyways. after meeting her, we went around shopping and trying out clothes from the boutiques. haha these are the pictures of the dresses that i want to buy after i get my job... im not cam whoring.. just target setting (: haha will tell you about that later in the post.



so yeah... other than trying out clothes, we went for a job interview together. haha! i saw this classified ad about cathay wanting to hire more staff so we went to interview for cathay's customer's service officer's interview. so yeah. we were nervous at first but our normal self took over.. haha!!! we were smiling and talking like they're our friends LOL... so im still hoping it went well... and thanks shafiq and lah lah for waiting for us... haha! then we went walking again. so we decided to hit LUCKY PLAZA the place were pinoys normally congregate. haha what a sterotypical view! LOL anyways... LAH LAH GOT HIT ON BY BAKLAS! (pinoy term for gay guys.) haha!!!! he got traumatized uh... poor boy... no exposure to the pinoy world. LOL haha. so yeah thats all for today then (: tmr is another date with danni at our favourite place, PASRIS BEACH! (: ahah together with my adorable roe roe... i love her to bits (:
haha at times i think she's half a cat. if you meet her you might know why. (:






haha yay! gonna be so fun! (: i haven't brought her out in ahwile. i bet she'll love it (:

okay that's all folks! gtg now... byebye bloggies (:


♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/19/2009 11:44:00 PM

Thursday, June 18, 2009

LOVE IS THE STRONGEST OF EMOTIONS

hey hey bloggies!!! (: how nice to be able to blog again. its been ahwhile. so here's the thing.



someone showed me something today. it wrote.



" HATE IS NOT THE STRONGEST OF EMOTIONS. LOVE IS. CAUSE ITS HARDER TO LOVE YOUR ENEMIES THAN TO HATE THEM."



it made me think. and i agree. whoever came up with this, kudos to you. (: i reflected. yes it is indeed harder to love your enemies. and once you overcome that, you'd have overcome a great obstacle. and you'd be the better person. so yeah. think about that.



anyways.... it was a pleasant day today... I HAD ALOT OF LAUGHS! (:

after diploma, at 5.30, i fled to marina square to meet khad baby, shafiq and lah lah. (: i had baked rice for dinner at pizza hut. i miss KHAD BABY UH! haha! after that, we walked around MS for a little while then we went to the river (: didn't sit at my favourite spot cause there were a few other people sitting there. but still it was such a nice view and the feeling was nice. sitting there and catching up. haha LAUGHED ALOT. and hisham and his friend stopped by. haha hisham is a nice friendly guy. so yeah. talked til 9.38pm wanted to take the hippo boat thing. but the ticketing thing was closed. damn. haha oh well we still had fun.

I FREAKING LOVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. thanks for standing up for me. I KNOW I'LL ALWAYS HAVE YOU GUYS. AND THAT"S WHY IM GIVING YOU MY STRONGEST OF ALL EMOTIONS. LOVESSSSS

haha okay gtg all. byebye goodnight (: btw there are photo's too don't worry. (:

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/18/2009 12:03:00 AM

Sunday, June 14, 2009

THE SAUCY BOTTOMS!

hey guys here's the arts fringe video that i owe you.. (: i miss performing with these people except for one person uh. so yeah. here you go...



haha wasn't my best performance but it was fun.. pitchiness here and there a little.. but everone enjoyed themselves.. that was what i was going for. (:

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/14/2009 07:32:00 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

MY DEAR SERAPHIM FAMILY (:

hey hey bloggies... im back again... this afternoon i was searching for a nice dvd to watch from the CD/ DVD cupboard... and so i opened a cupboard and out came a rack of cds. i haven't opened that cupboard for a very very long time. so yeah, i opened it and the first cd i saw was the moments cd. which looks like this:

haha yup the first EVER album i was on that was sold to various churches. first ever break through in SERAPHIM HISTORY. i miss all of them... i miss the WHOLE seraphim. as some of you might know. seraphim had to be split up because they needed a new choir in the new church in pasir ris called the divine mercy. so we had to say farewell to some members who had to painstakingly choose between staying in holy trinity or going over to divine mercy. and as some of you would know the 2 members who are the closest to me went over. gloria and darius... who has been my big sis and big bro in my seraphim family. with the shifting and all.. seraphim definately doesn't feel the same. im not saying that seraphim has changed in a bad way. it just feels different. I MISS ALL OF THEM.


i miss the practices we played and had so much fun with everyone. the concerts , the performances. the practices where everyone toiled hard to get they're pitches right. where D would stand infront and conduct us with his funny expressions that made me snigger at times. i miss the way the FULL SERAPHIM SOUNDS. i miss the laughter when we sometimes sang out of pitch during practice. i miss all the dancing while singing praise. i miss the times when we cried when we were singing during mass because we sang with ALL OUR HEARTS that we got touched by the spirit.

take a look at this video. this is why im proud to be seraphim. everyone just gives up everything when they're singing and sing with the passion and smile. and just give this gift of making music to god. for he was the one who bestowed on us the gift of song.



























i miss the KL trip also. where we went to the different churches there to spread our music to the catholics there.



i miss the chirstmas concert, when we were all a complete and happy seraphim family.


and of course who can forget all the wonderful partying seraphim does after a hard day of performances or outings that are just for bonding (: i've told you once and i'll tell you again. you think seraphim is just for the old?










NO WAY!!!!! these people can party and boogie i tell you! i can NEVER not have fun when im with them (:












this picture below was taken during a game when we were grouped in groups and we were supposed to pose like the picture given... in this case, ANTM! (: LOL see? they're damn cool (:

the pict above is when everone hit the dance floor at trix's place

haha i know this post is random. but i can't help it..

oh well byl peeps (:


♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/13/2009 04:47:00 PM

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

don't let haters get you down, what matters most is what you think and what your love ones think of you.

hey hey bloggies..

today, i woke up with a rude awakening. one of my friends were kind enough to tell me that i was insulted by an anonymous reader on someone else's blog... further more, it was not the truth and i don't know any of them in person.

HEY... so if you are the person who wrote it and you're reading my blog right now.


GET THIS RIGHT:

i don't freaking care what you think about me. cause i only care if those i consider my friends and family say it to me as they know me well enough. and who are you to write BLEAH?

unless you're absolutely perfect or you really know me AT ALL, then by all means you have the right to write SHE IS SO BLEAH. so if you don't,
KEEP YOUR FIRST HAND IMPRESSION AND INSULTS TO YOURSELF.

cause i can confidently say, those who really know me, won't say that.
plus as long as its not the truth, it doesn't affect me in any way. and i won't let it affect me even if its the truth.

so i won't let you be another obstacle who tries to ruin my day...
you're not going to be the one who will put little miss sunshine down.
if you're trying to make me feel sad... or dissapointed. SORRY... NOT WORKING.
its a failed attempt. TAKE THAT.

haha okay gtg bloggies goodnight (:
remember... reflect on my title.

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/09/2009 11:12:00 PM

Friday, June 5, 2009

POEM OF FRIENDSHIP

here is a poem for all the other wonderful friends i found, a poem of gratitude, for you were there through all my up's and down's:

I've seen the light
And it's in you,
In everything you are
And in everything you do.
It's a perfect light
That shines for all to see.
It radiates from you
And has pierced the heart of me.
The light is from a friend.
It's a light that keeps me warm.
It lets me know how loved I am,
And keeps me safe from harm.
To you my friend I am thankful,
In each and every way.
For you lift my spirits up,
With every passing day.
To know that you are there for me,
It makes me feel alive.
Because it is your friendship's light,
Upon which my love thrives.
Thank you isn't good enough,
But they're the only words I know.
It is your light of friendship,
That gives my world its glow.

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/05/2009 04:15:00 PM


SEEKING TRUE FRIENDS AND MEANING IN LIFE

hey hey bloggies.. i have to get this off my chest...



i will not be so direct okay. i could be if i chose to. like i said before, i can be an ultimate bitch if i want to. and don't make me show you that side of me. you might think little miss sunshine here doesn't have it to become a bitch, but i have, and don't make me use it.



okay here's what its really about. yeah we can have so many friends, but which one can we vouch for that are absolutely true? i'm sure everyone has expirenced betrayal in one way or another by the people you thought were supposed to be your good friends. and you like give your trust, loyalty maybe even love (if they are that close to them) only to find out that they would betray you? sucks right?



true friends:



DON'T DESERT you when you're in trouble,

they are your ARMS OF COMFORT when you need a hug,

they are you're LISTENING EAR when you need to get something off your chest.

they are your SOURCE OF LAUGHTER when you're down and MAKE YOU FORGET WORRIES all the worries in the world.

they STAND UP for you when you're attacked by your enemies or strangers you don't know.

THEY DON'T BACKSTAB OR USE YOU.

they are your PILLAR OF STRENGHT to overcome your obstacles in life.

and,

they tell you the truth even if it hurts,because they want you to change and be a better person.



be naive enough to believe that such friends exist, but I DO. i have found a few of them. (: and i THANK GOD FOR THEM.

people, if you found these people in your life, please DON'T BE STUPID enough to let them go.

hold on to them tightly, cause they are the most valuable treasure you can EVER find. and they are GIFTS FROM GOD to help you get through life.


and for that issue that is hovering in my mind, i'll be the bigger person. so i've decide to forgive and forget.



thanks to the homily that i recieved during mass yesterday, by rev. ben heng. I PAID MY FULLEST ATTENTION! and not because he was passionately preaching through the mike.



it makes so much sense to forgive and forget then to let the people who caused the worries and problems in your life, stop you from living and force you to change your way of living. yeah! i agree... and soon they become a obstacle in life which stops you from doing the will of god. and for those of you wondering what in the world is God's will...



GOD'S WILL: is choosing the most loving thing to do in whatever situation you face.



in doing so, you must believe that GOD DWELLS IN YOU, then the more loving things you do, you become a more loving person, and soon, you'll see that you can change the world one loving deed at a time.



okay some may think this is cheesy, but i think, its the BEST HOMILY EVER.



haha okay guys gtg now, BYL (:

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/05/2009 03:18:00 PM

Monday, June 1, 2009

WHERE ART THOU EXCITMENT?

hey hey bloggies... i know that it has been awhile since i've blogged... i've been trying to fill my days up so that i won't have to feel school-sick. its crazy. okok... but thanks to someone who has been keeping quite busy when im bored... haha THANK YOU. you know who you are. okok... let's start where the interesting events happened.

so on friday, we had may's celebration. it was a nice celebration, haha! danni had to come to my house to pick out an outfit... so i lent her my black dress. then after a LONG time at my house, went to west mall to meet kiren so that we could get her flowers... EVERYONE GAVE HER FLOWERS! haha we brought 3 sunflowers btw. so yeah, we met gerald and danni who was rushing down from her spanish class to the celebration... so we made our way to new york new york... (nice place(: ) gerald had his own party to attend to so we went ahead. haha the table arrangement was kinda weird. so yeah had nice food took a few pictures. so after that, we contemplated on where to go next... that took quite awhile though, but we finally managed to settle down at like ALPS. haha we ordered a few drinks and a few played rounds of dai di... it ended quite fast though. maybe we should go for a full blown day one. (: so took a cab back home . haha and met my family for supper under the block at guess what time? 1.30am! haha

okay nothing interesting happened like on saturday, so sunday was boring too...except that i was on the phone with lah lah and shafiq al the way til like 3.30am... and entertaining ourselves with pretending to be radio dj's on 99.9 'POP'FM. DAMN FUNNY.

today, i thought i was in for a day of SOLE STUDY, but, i ended up having sports day with danni, shafiq, lah lah, and saiful, lah lah's bro. haha IT WAS FUN! i learnt how to use a few equipments in the gym, i did circuits with danni. and you know what? i ran 4 rounds~ haha! I MISS PE! okok so after gyming, we went to play alittle basketball... and danni and me showed sha and lah lah GIRL POWER! of course with help from saiful too! we won the GUYS... like a zillion to 2. HA~ TAKE THAT! so after a good game of bball, went for dinner at the coffee shop near my house. ate lamb chop (: and danni had chicken rice. still remember danni when was a stranger to chicken rice haha! THAT WAS IN SECONDARY SCHOOL! (: not long ago... haha there's improvement (: we had so much laugh over my lambchop. LOL. and SONGS. we bid farewell at close to 9.

okok... thats all for now... shall update you guys soon. when something in my life is suddenly interesting.haha LOL... okay... byebye (: BYL bloggies! (:

ps.. here are the photos...


our beloved may's birthday... crazy girl

everyone who was there...


me and kiren's present part 2.. VOMIT BAGS! (: to prevent may from vomitting if she laughs too much. like last year.

kiren's half eaten suasage, something inspired this dirty master piece of his. DON'T ASK. he ate 2 of these btw. too obscene to put it upright. so if you wanna see it clearly please tilt head to the left. warning; NOT FOR THE YOUNG AND INNOCENT.


♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 6/01/2009 10:39:00 PM