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pure awesomeness (:



Friday, March 27, 2009

hey just very short post,

so here it goes.

im so disappointed in you. you've changed so much so that people dont know who you are anymore. its not only me who sees it. i said that i wont backstab you. or even gossip about you. but you leave me no choice. how can i be a friend towards you, when you gossip about me behind my back? i've told you, ive got eyes and ears around. you could have said it. but you chose not to and make things difficult for me. you are all talk but no action. you're becoming like the people you used to not like. you're just not who you think you are anymore. you dont have to trample on others. you need people around, you cant just scale to the peak of the mountain by yourself without any help ok? NO ONE CAN. UNLESS, you're some superhero or god. everyone has a weakness but you just can't seem to find yours. or are you just oblivious? people change i get that, but i didnt expect you to change that QUICKLY. your ignorance towards others feelings are making people's patience wear thin.

thats all i've got to say for now.

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/27/2009 04:19:00 PM


OUR FOOD EXPEDITION: WITH JUSTIN AND DANNI!

hey bloggies! haha sorrie i havent been updating my blog for a really long time already. my com crashed s now im blogging from the O-hub in school... hmmm... time to get lappies. (lap tops, don't think dirty) i say its time to stop procrastinanting and start doing. anyways. hahah while danni is sleeping beside me now. (oh she woke up LOL) haha and we are waiting for justin to finish watching soccer. got many things to do today. study for diploma. STUDY STUDY STUDY. i sooo scared that i might get kicked out of MI you know. so far, ive been nothing but i good student doing my work. i've been passing up all my assignments and I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO DO ACCOUNTS! haha! i paid very close attention in class.. and i dont sit next to sean anymore. haha! that way he can't disturb me. and kiren a sitting beside me and for me to teach him how i understand, gives me the opportunity to do a revision on what i have learnt. and my mentors, cheryn or julie have been nothing but patient with me while i bother them with questions they might find dumb haha LOL. i just pray to god that the council lets me stay. i wanna give this a second go.

okay enough of the worrying for awhile. yesterday, i went out with dan and justin on a food rampage at JE. the small little coffee shop there. so i ate chicken rice, so did dan, and just had 3 pieces of prata and some nasi stuff... haha oh yeah then after that, we called for a roti tissue dan's first time trying, and mutton soup haha dan's first too! haha so we were commenting on how dan was so noob at local delights and suggested to go on a food rampage hah! ' it can be like our ver sion of makan places lost and found' just said. and then i added ' then dan could be our guest star'. LOL and then came the debate on MUTTON and where it came from. you see, dan and justin didn believe that a lamb is the young of the sheep. they all thought it was the young of a goat. so after eating, we went to popular to search for the DAMN BIG and CONTRAVERSTIAL MYSTERY. LOL and then i found this picture in a children's book, which showed a picture of a SHEEP with its young, A LAMB. LOL!


so what have we learnt from today?
MUTTON COMES FROM THE LAMB, WHICH IS THE YOUNG OF A SHEEP PEOPLE! LOL

okay... thats all for now. BYL people! i dont know when will the next entry be, but i hope its soon.

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/27/2009 03:52:00 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

MUG MUG MATH!!!!!

hey bloogies.. came back from mugging my math at the airport from like 4.30 til like 9.30 with sha sha, danni, enjia and ri.. hahah! more on that if i manage to blog tmr.. for now... all i can say, i've never mugged this hard in a VERY VERY LONG TIME. AWESOME but STRESSFUL.

oh well byl people.

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/22/2009 12:38:00 AM

Friday, March 20, 2009

FREAK OUT @__@!


hey bloggies... hmmm i just came home from supper with glo, d, sheila, auntie gwen, auntie winnie and auntie eileen... me and glo headed home first. while sheila and the rest headed off to downtown's macs to satisfy sheila's cravings for fries and ice cream. LOL. d didn't come for pract today. but he managed to meet us for supper. and BOY, did he look shagged.. i swear... when i saw him i was like... OH NO. recently, ive been piling on my commitments too. now that SYF is coming up, STRESS MUCH.. but i dont look as bad as D looked today, poor guy. i hope he can cope with it. i hope I CAN. this holiday week just doesnt seem like one, its been like diploma everyday, and then, band, BAND, BAND. and i havent done my holiday homework. gosh.

i was on my way home alone today... i really do appreciate these few moments alone with myself you know. time for me to think and reflect and catch up with myself or even have a conversation silently in my head with god... yeah yeah it might seem weird to you having conversations in your head.. but dont we all sometimes? yeah so today i was thinking about how can i seem to be so happy always, but still have so many problems inside? okay maybe not really problems but worries... and how i managed not to potray any of these worried thoughts in my face. i think i need time to enjoy like something fun i like to do but i DON'T have to do it... do you get me? its like okay, i love playing my flute, but i have to play it because i have band... you know? not on my freewill... and i think i need sports, i havent played a single of my favourite games for ages! like captain's ball, volley ball, and basketball etc. I MISS SPORTS! ):

oh yeah then i thought about my sad love life too... so broing lah... nothing new happening, no one new... it never fails to make me wonder, why do i have SO MANY guy friends but no boy friend? hmmm... why do the girls who me and mel find not ready to have a boyfriend yet, manage to find boyfriends before us? LOL i know its random but i can't help wondering...

haha okay see? this is a sneak peek through my brain... and my thoughts. GOSH if i told you everything, i dont think you all can handle it.. i swear. haha so yeah thats it for now. alright!



BYL PEEPS!

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/20/2009 11:20:00 PM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

WHAT A FRANTIC DAY!


hey bloggies... time for another blog entry.. since ive got the time... (: so today... the only word i can describe today, well at least most of it, FRANTIC. GOSH.

okay the day started out with diploma. yup yup as usual, i met mel at small macs and then we took 81 and arrived around 5 mins late at our serangoon campus, for diploma. haha! its improvement mann... hah! anyways... around like 10.30 our dip teach allowed us 30 min break... so me , mel and farith told our teach that we had to rush to school for transendence auditions... and we had to really rush because, justin was in school and he called us to hurry up cause apparently, the teacher-in-charge of transendence, ain't too happy with us being late for auditions which had already started from 10. LOL. so PMS-sy. anyways. so while changing in the girls toilet, farith was standing outside, rushing us... and he got something unpleasant from that.. haha SERVES YOU RIGHT FARITH. hahha! joke.. so we took a cab down to school. the journey was reasonably fast. it only took $10! AWESOME! anyways... we were the last band to perform. before we went on stage, we had some changes to the song.. the funny thing is that, we were too worried that we might screw up the ending or our playing may not be in sync... but we totally didnt expect technical difficulties... what happened was, the jack that justin was using was faulty so halfway through the song, the amplifier that he used, was useless.


BUT other than that we managed to play it well (: AWESOME! (:


sooo after the audis, we went our seperate ways so me and mel went to west mall and bought bb tea, tu-tu kueh, cup corn, mua chee and corn soup at MOS burger. haha we had a SNACK FEST! (:


then after eating as we proceeded to buy my standard ticket for the train ride back home, i discovered that i lost my wallet... and you know what, i wasn't scared because there was $$ inside cause i only had $3 left *sniggers* but i was worried about my IC... it was in there... i panicked... thank god melly was with me... if not i'll just be stoned because i didn't know what to do... firstly, we went back to MOS burger to ask around. i asked the cashier and you know what she told me? i SWEAR I WAS SHOCKED TO HEAR IT. SHE EVEN GAVE ME THE 'UH!" FACE. WOAH WRONG MOVE WOMAN. DONT EVER GIVE ME THAT FACE WHEN I'M ANGRY MAN.. here's what she said : "NO. I DIDN'T SEE YOUR WALLET. HOW I KNOW WHERE YOU SEAT JUST NOW?" and i told her i her face cause i was so angry, and she just had to piss me off with her lack of service mindedness, i told her, " WOW, LIKE THAT'S VERY HELPFUL! LIKE THANKS FOR YOUR HELP! NOT LIKE ITS GONNA HELP ME AT ALL!" she caught what i said, but i had already stomped off leaving her to mumble to herself about speaking to the manager, WOAH.. I SHOULD HAVE MAN. BELIEVE ME I WOULD HAVE.


seeing me in FULL TIME FRANTIC MODE, melly dragged me to the information counter to ask where the nearest police station was to report my missing IC. after getting the info, melly started walking but a part of me still wanted to find it and not succu,mb to the fact that i'm never gonna find it. so that stubborn part of me asked the girl at the information counter if they had recieved any lost wallet.. and THANK GOD THEY DID!!!!! AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i really have to thank a kind soul,



THANK YOU MR CHRIS D. COASTA FOR RETURNING MY WALLET WITH $3 AND MY IC and MY JESUS SACRED HEART PRAYER BACK! (: GOD BLESS YOU!



haha he made my day.. oh and i called him and thanked him personally of course. how did i get his no you might ask? the infocounter lady told him to leave his no. in case the owner wanted to thank him... AWESOME! (: THANK DUDE WHEREVER YOU ARE!


so after that, i rushed over to the airport to meet my mom, and her cousin with her husband who flew at 5 this afternoon... they waited for me just to see me before they're flight... its been a long time since ive seen them... im not sure if i remember they're faces at all.. BUT when i started talking to them, woah its like so fluent. anyways. they talked about me and my 18th ROSES. (: some of you might know what im talking about. for those who don't its a HUMUNGO PARTY that a pinoy girl has when she turns 18, dancing with 18 different guys (: and recieving LOADS OF PRESSIES and 18 ROSES! I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK TO THE PHILS! okay so after sending them off, i went with mom to eat popeyes and we took the train home... and guess what? I CAM WHORED WITH HER!!!!!! AWESOME! haha! it felt weird, but good (: i've always wanted her as a mom-friend, not just a mom... and today was good (:



some picts we took...
MOMMY!!! (:












overall, and mostly because of hanging out with my mom, it made this girl look like this:






tired but happy (:
OKAY BYL PEEPS! (:

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/18/2009 10:37:00 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

A BREAK FROM SCHOOL DOESN'T REALLY FEEL LIKE ONE...

hey bloggies... a break from school... but a mountain of homework to do.. i feel kinda stress out... and now i've got a diploma project to prepare for... tmr is the presentation... despite the stress around me, i dont know why, i was laughing alot today... with mel... i was late in meeting mel at 8.15... haha i reached at 8.45... argh! i woke up late :P haha! so i thought mel would put on a stern, dark clouded face... haha oops.. BUT she didn't! haha! we were talking about, how we have so many guy friends but still remaining single... and that led to further discussion, which i shall not reveal here... ahah! and then went for diploma.. then came back to school in our home clothes. ok nothing special about that. so then, me, mel and justin met up at the stadium in school to watch the rugby match... cause band was just too boring... so when band was really over, we continued to watch awhile. the juniors VS. alumi. haha obviously alumni would win. i dont know the score though. anyways... the train journey home was filled with laughter from me and mel... so sorry justin... he had to endure with all the JOKES and GIRL STUFF (: haha! okay and thats all i have to blog about today..

im so worried about transendence audition which happens to be only a few days away. like this wed! argh! wish me luck people... i wanna play in the actual day! hah! YAY! DANIAL'S coming back to see us! (: miss that guy loads... i hope he brings sharin along. (: miss sharin too! OH AND AH-MA! (:

okay BYL PEEPS! gonna have a important presentation tmr! argh...

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/16/2009 10:11:00 PM

Saturday, March 14, 2009

LATE NIGHT THINKING.


hey bloggies... nothing much to blog about actually.. as im writing this post, im eating my MnMs... yeah yeah its my recent addiction alright? haha! anyways back to the point, i was and still am in deep thought about the future, its blurr... especially for seraphim... the split is inevitable as far as seraphim's concern, we'll lose some members certainly... but what some of the members say, ' it does'nt matter where you are, our main purpose is to praise God.' true true... but i enjoy praising God better with my friends and family.. seraphim has permanently planted a spot in my heart. and im not trying to be mushy or anything. the fact they have become my second family, and im not gonna be seeing them as much as i see them now, IT HURTS. during the prayer session when aunty jean brought it up, thats when it hit me... i just couldnt control it, so i let the droplets roll... i wonder how it will affect the rest of seraphim... i just hope we can still have our SERAPHIM BOND. NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE. i will forever love seraphim, cause they will always be in me. in my heart. JO HEARTS SERAPHIM (:

but on a brighter note, we'll still have meet ups right? i believe if we want to, we can... (:

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/14/2009 11:04:00 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

BAD DAY, HIGH ENDING! (:

hey bloggies... im back with a new entry... it'll be a short one... once again, trained to school with may, justin, shuuy, aloy... then net cheryn at BB.. heard on the radio that shan and rozz would be visiting our school today... haha HT PERIOD.

and then thats when i lost my EZ-link... argh... sad... it was lost then found by my ex-classmates whom i really thank... and then it got lost again.. so saddening... oh well.. and then came to school, cause i was rushing so i didn have time to tie my hair and throw my milo, and just when i entered the hall, the anthem started to play... so DIRECTLY after the anthem, this stupid malay teacher, she asked me to go towards her, so i went and she said:' HOW CAN YOU COME TO SCHOOL LIKE THAT?! NEVER EVEN TIE YOUR HAIR! AND WHY ARE YOU CARRYING A DRINK? GET OUT AND THROW IT AWAY! AND WHEN YOU COME BACK, I WANT TO SEE YOUR HAIR TIED!'

like @#$#!%@#%!#$%#%@ HEY LADY, I JUST ENTERED THE SCHOOL JUST ON TIME TO SING THE NATIONAL ANTHEM AND NO TIME TO ADJUST A DAMN THING. ^%#&^@%#&! in front of my friends somemore... NEH NEH. then the most &^%@#% part is that the class beside me, so clearly, there was this 2 malay girls who didn tie their hair too! AND SHE OBVIOUSLY SAW THEM... ^$%&^%#&^@% her lah... but after all the @^%$@#% that i poured out to my friends within 5 mins, i went back to normal JO mode again...

I REFUSE TO LET THIS TYPE OF BIASED PEOPLE TO AFFECT MY DAY.

the day went as usual... during chinese, i didn understand what teach was saying and ernest was feeling hungry... HAHA... so i accompanied my LOL-buddy to the cafe to get some snackies... and to see if the 98.7 people brought any surprise guests like THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS... haha both me and kiren were hoping so but, it turned out to be false and VERY FAT hope. okay while both me and ernest were walking and talking, we bumped into rozz and shan... they looked damn DAO lah.. so after getting something to eat and killing chinese period time ,the next period was HT period, so we had it at the hall... only PRE U 1&3's so sad the PRE U 2's missed out... so shan and rozz facilitated 3 seperated games which 3 of us 09b1-ers (me, shafiq and kiren) took part in... hah! i managed to prove a little girl like me can jump VERY HIGH (don't under-estimate me) and GIVING SHAN WEE (height:194, but with his hand slightly above his head the target would be 1.97/2m ?) a PERFECT HIGH FIVE! , shafiq proved that he can WRITE Nos. with HIS BUTT IN RYTHMN!... and kiren proved that he can DRIBBLE A BASKETBALL 87 TIMES BLINDFOLDED AT ONE GO! haha! 09B1 RULES! (:

okay so sad that there wasnt any video's taken... oh well.. i won CDs and a notebook... hah! okay thats all for today...

BYL HONS!!! (:

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/11/2009 11:02:00 PM

Sunday, March 8, 2009

SAPHY CHEER PICT AND CAM-WHORE MOs. WITH MEL.

okay here are some picts of cheerleading day, and the day after cheerleading, went out with mel to hang out with some of the clique... took some picts on the way home while waiting for 28...



first up, cheer picts... these are not all... still waiting for somemore stuck in other people's cam, who have uploaded them yet... *HINT**HINT*... (: haha please and thank you... (:
JO'S PROUD TO BE SAPHY!







after some acessroy shopping and KFC stop... haha waiting for bus 28... haha nothing to do and the bus took so long, cam whore time! (:




okok thats all for now guys... got econ's homework to pound on... (: BYL !


♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/08/2009 07:36:00 PM


VIDDIES!!!!!!

hey bloggies here are some videos that i owed you...


here's the cheerleading video... im the girl in the front leading the cheer, before the routine, and the one starting on the left for the routine then when it comes to the dance, im on the far right.. haha then you can see the half pike and the twist pop... (:



heres the cherry tie video, oh this happened when i met up with the diploma group, ' the flying pigeons' LOL... then mel told me about jerrold and vicki trying to tie the cherry stalk into a knot, so i have it a shot and here's how long it took... ignore my face, it looks like a chimpanze trying to do the tongue stunt.



then here's the DDR session for limei and ming kian... wah damn pro... just check out their legs... PRO!!!!!!



♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/08/2009 07:00:00 PM

Saturday, March 7, 2009

thats it, ive lost it... i saw something today, i ddin want to see, but it triggered something. i tried to let go, but you just pop into my business. i need to let some steam off... throw hate from my chest... a venue to let it all out. an escape. a way to kick you out. i know its lent and i have to forgive and repent... trying to... but may God help me to get over everything to actually love my enemies... and get through lent without you affecting me... i need air. i need a hug..

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/07/2009 11:52:00 PM


MI SPORTS FIESTA 2009!

hey boggies! haha! sorry for the lack of recent updates... i really haven't got the time to do so... busy with school and cheerleading... well good news, the sports fiesta in MI has officially ended... hmmm.. CHEER WAS AWSOME!!! i didn't become the flyer last year... but this year i did! along witha few others like ash and nad, THE TEAM HAD ALOT OF BOYS THIS YEAR... SWEET... haha... the most chanllenging stunts i did this year was actually basket toss and twist pop... hah! got a few compliments that the basket toss was UBER HIGH AND NICE, thanks for all the compliments, but i couldn't have done it for my bases, fariz (saph's house captain), shafiq(sha sha), huzaifah. AND not to foget my back and front supporters, sufi and fizah... haha they were the ones who caught me all the time..and prevented any major injuries... oh not to mention calvin and ah bu who saved me from ever making my first... PHEW... if i had, i wouldnt be alive... or i might be paralyzed. see? bases are IMPORTANT.. (: haha so although sapphire didn't win cheerleading, so what? i had fun, and i learnt alot of things (: thanks you all... LOVES YOU SO MUCH... when i get all the picts, i'll put it up on the blog. so yeah... here's the picts for now, cause jerrold's the only one fast enough... mel you're not counted cause you dont have you're cam with you... haha (: SEE IM FAIR OK? (:

next, my class 09b1... woah... this class is really warming up to me... and i hope it stays that way throughout... they have SPIRIT i tell you... almost all of my classmates took part in an event in the sports fiesta. (: HEARTS YOU ALL ! haha i hope my class would be united... alright thats all i have for you for now...





BYL!!! (:


PS. oh yeah... the person im describing about in my last blog post, is at it again... i wish to tell it your the face, but i aint that mean... im just gonna try to accept it.. but i hope you stay out of my life... IF you plan on continuing whatever you're doing.. i think you know that im refering to you... and loads think of you the same, so being you're friend, please stop... unless you want MOST people to HATE you. so do yourself a favour and change?

♥xoxo, jo baby(:
@ 3/07/2009 08:11:00 PM